mental health

Episode 2: The Okay Moment

Bycgblaine March 10, 2024March 10, 2024

I had a moment this week during my esketamine treatment* that has stuck with me. While I spent a majority of the session just chilling in the recliner, letting my thoughts cycle and go where they wanted, I hit a point where I experienced what I can only describe as a moment of complete peace–an…

Depressive Episodes

Episode 0: Start Here

Bycgblaine February 28, 2024February 28, 2024

Right, let’s get the awkward AF intro out of the way. I’m Carrie, and I have Depression. Not an ideal identifier, but it’s why I’m here, so why not make it the main one. And yes, I served that bitch with a capital D because she has been weighing me down non-stop for the past…